Dealing with DID

If you have read the “About the Author” page, you know I am a survivor of satanic ritual abuse (SRA).  I have not posted much about disassociative identity disorder, or DID (the direct and purposed result of satanic ritual abuse) as walking through that process was like suddenly falling into a puzzling maze.  Not knowing … More Dealing with DID

Soul Healing

As I was experiencing some minor health symptoms today I sighed, “How long, Lord? When will my miracle be complete?”  Oh, it’s close.  It really is.  I am healthier than I have been in 30 years.  These minor issues are the final step.  But the Lord reminded me again of the key:  “Dear friend, I … More Soul Healing

From Death to Life

The Lord has been speaking to me about the fractures in our lives.  Mine were more pronounced due to the type of abuse I went through but we all have them whether we admit it or not.  When we are hurt or go through difficult experiences we try to shut down the pain of those … More From Death to Life

Altars

I was on a mission this morning.  I was going to de-activate this blog.  I hardly write anymore.  These last few years have opened up the truth that is too painful to write.  So much of my life that I thought I knew has turned out to be wrong.  Rather than go back and attempt … More Altars

New Beginnings

To say 2015 was a difficult year is a huge understatement.  There is a quote going around on social media that says “There are years that ask questions and years that answer.” (Zora Neale Hurston, American folklorist and author.)  2015 was a year that answered and the answers were very hard.   Most people don’t … More New Beginnings

Transforming Truth

“Truth is connected to memory – both in our personal histories as well as the history of God’s redemptive actions performed on our behalf.”~ John J. Parsons.   As a survivor of sexual abuse, my view of my life was that of a series of horrendous events that left me a mess in not just mind … More Transforming Truth

Being Human

I learned a new concept recently.  It’s called Post Traumatic Stress Disorder – PTSD. Boy, does that explain a lot!! PTSD is a term for the various symptoms a person experiences following a traumatic event.  For those who have been sexually abused as children, PTSD usually shows up immediately in some form but can resurface … More Being Human