The Answer to Pain

As I worked through the recovering of memories that had been blocked through disassociation, I found myself with intense grief over what had happened. The pain of  the true reality of my life was overwhelming. It encompassed not just the memories of past abuse and the realizations of the people involved, but it also began … More The Answer to Pain

Hard Clarity

At the age of 3 and 4, I was deeply in love with Jesus. At 5, evil struck a traumatic blow. But God. Ten long months ago I resumed a journey I started 13 years ago that I thought I had completed.  In 2000, I had dealt with memories of sexual abuse that had surfaced … More Hard Clarity

Rain

Seeds are planted.  Rain comes. Hard. Something dies, then growth comes. Write.  Journal.   Ask.  Wait.  Grieve.  Process. Hard places. Out of the rain (tears) comes life anew. Growth. Renewal. Hope. Plenty. Health. Bursting forth. More than enough. Only after “the fullness of time” – kairos – does the harvest come. Until then, the preparation continues. … More Rain