The Answer to Pain

As I worked through the recovering of memories that had been blocked through disassociation, I found myself with intense grief over what had happened. The pain of  the true reality of my life was overwhelming. It encompassed not just the memories of past abuse and the realizations of the people involved, but it also began … More The Answer to Pain

Beauty From Pain

These amazing sandstone sculptures of Antelope Canyon in Arizona are the result of powerful flash-floods that come during Monsoon season.  Over many years, these astounding canyons have been formed.  Unlike the Grand Canyon that is formed by a steady flow of water erosion, these are formed rather quickly through sudden flooding carrying debris that cuts … More Beauty From Pain

From Death to Life

The Lord has been speaking to me about the fractures in our lives.  Mine were more pronounced due to the type of abuse I went through but we all have them whether we admit it or not.  When we are hurt or go through difficult experiences we try to shut down the pain of those … More From Death to Life

He.Just.Can’t.Win

I’ve heard satan screaming.  It’s not an audible sound, it’s a spiritual awareness.   I don’t remember the first time I sensed it but in my wondering what this was, the Lord led me to Acts 19.  Paul was ministering to the Ephesians.  Many signs and wonders were displayed.  People came to the Lord and burned … More He.Just.Can’t.Win